I Stared At Clocks Watches , Can’t Wait For Time To Fly Like Flies Flying Past Through This Struggles But It Became Very Very Clear That I Do Not And No Longer Fear Death As It Was Right Next To Me . Standing On My Left And Right It Is Very True That I Am Depressed And There’s No Way I Can Be Fine When I’m Not , I Don’t Pretend To Be Fine Cause I Am What I Am As I Walk This Lonely Death Path . Will Someone Save Me . Will Someone Carry My Damaged Bruised Physically And Mentally Body To My Grave As My Soul Watches It Buried And As My Tears Drop My Coffin . I’m Dead … . I Need Help . —————————————————————————— GUYRENCE